In sports, as in life, allegiances and loyalties are forged
over time, the jagged products of family, place, and experience. And sometimes loyalties are dislodged and
become fluid, as influences emerge, shift, or change.
If you are a Tiger fan, defined as one whose
loyalties rest with either Auburn University or with the University of
Missouri, you are not wondering who to root for this afternoon as these two
schools clash for the Southeastern Conference (SEC) Championship. But I find
myself on the morning of this game in a bit of a quandary. A quandary that
certainly took me my surprise, unexpected in the momentum it has gained as the
week has ambled along.
In my youth I was a diehard Mizzou fan. As I listened to Saturday afternoon
broadcasts, I dreamed of one day replacing Monte Montgomery as the Missouri
punter, or kicking a game-winning field goal for the Tigers in the Orange Bowl. But alas, I was only Division II talent (if
that) and didn’t receive even one letter
from the Missouri coaching staff.
Despite playing for an emerging I-AA team in the State, my
allegiance to those Missouri Tigers remained strong throughout my collegiate
days. One November Saturday in 1980, I
traveled with friends to Columbia to watch the Missouri-Kansas game, a game
which featured, on opposites sides of the ball, two of my high school teammates—Andy
Gibler for Missouri and Mike Arbanas for Kansas. Although we visited Mike at
the Jayhawks’ hotel, I still rooted for Missouri, who won the contest 31-6.
I took a fondness for Mizzou to graduate school at Kansas. I
chose KU because of its reciprocal agreement with Missouri for students
entering its School of Architecture and Urban Design. I chose Graduate School
because I didn’t take a job with the City of Springfield, Mo. which was going to pay
$13,900 per annum, and if the truth be told, I wasn’t quite ready to work
anywhere for any amount of money.
I learned quickly at Kansas and during the years which immediately
followed that it is unheard of to be a fan of both MU and KU at the same time in
the same way and in the same dimension. So my fondness for Mizzou weakened a
little during my 18 months in Lawrence as I became indoctrinated in all things
Jayhawk, not the least of which was Kansas basketball. It was during that time that I realized that
even William Clarke Quantrill could not have spent two winters in Lawrence
without being a bit smitten by the mystique of Allen Field House.
As I concluded by tenure at KU and entered the workforce, I
began spending a great deal of time with a young lady with whom I had become reacquainted
since our days together in high school. That young lady, whose name was Sandee
and who would eventually become my wife, had spent some time as a freshman at
Auburn University, which happened to be her father’s alma mater. She had also lived the first year of her life on the Auburn campus in married student housing.
When Sandee and I were joined in matrimony, I was grafted into a
family of Auburn Tigers. Sandee’s father had not only graduated from Auburn but
starred for its football team before becoming the Kansas City Chief’s 4th
round draft choice in 1963. A host of Sandee’s
kin—grandparents, uncles, aunts, and cousins taught me about the magic of the Plainsmen and Toomer’s
Corner and the battle cry of War Eagle!
I eventually visited Auburn and experienced game day in person,
attending the first Iron Bowl (Alabama-Auburn game) ever played at Auburn. The
game had always been played in Birmingham, off campus for both schools, which
my father-in-law always claimed was virtually a home game for Alabama and not the neutral side claimed by the Tide.
I’d heard the Bear Bryant quotes about what hicks they were down on the plain,
and how he would never play at the Alabama Polytechnic Institute, which was
Auburn’s name until 1960. My first Iron Bowl was an unbelievable experience,
and this annual contest is everything that it is advertised.
Auburn won that first Iron Bowl in Auburn and I got to
witness another Iron Bowl victory a few
years later. Most memorable from that second game was the time I spent with my
brother-in-law Rusty and Sandee’s dad and uncle in the “A-Club,” which is
Auburn’s letter club. The A-Club has a pre-game get together in a suite that is tucked inside Jordan-Hare
Stadium. I remember vividly Rusty and I munching on snacks while former Auburn
TE and then Chicago White Sox first baseman Frank Thomas (the "Big Hurt") made an appearance in
the suite.
While my fondness for Auburn grew, I returned to Missouri as
a resident and employee. But the city in which I landed, Harrisonville, had little
tolerance for Jayhawkers. When I drove my moving van across the stat line from
Olathe, Kansas, it was as if Bloody Bill Anderson had invaded Bushwhacker territory
anew. The ribbing I took for attending Kansas was mostly good natured, but its
intensity and the taunting that followed a Missouri win over Kansas made it
harder for me to rekindle any dormant loyalties to the Black and Gold.
So I have these ties to Kansas and Auburn. Add to
these ties a bit of a distaste for the way the Mizzou alums in the Missouri
General Assembly handled the transition of my alma mater, Southwest Missouri State,
to D-I sports and name change to
Missouri State, and it’s a wonder I'm in much of a dilemma at all today.
But something strange happened this year, I started watching
Missouri football again. I enjoyed their style of play and I enjoyed seeing
them win against historically great teams from the SEC. I think Missouri was the only team I watched
on TV for any length of time all year. The program’s move to the SEC made it seem palatable to watch
them and enjoy them, if not all out root for them.
Another thing tugging at me this morning is the scattered
comments I’ve heard this year about Mizzou not being Southern enough to be in
the SEC. As a Missourian, that bothers
me a bit as it demonstrates a bit of ignorance about the state as a whole.
Trying selling that notion in Poplar Bluff or Sikeston or even as far north as
Fulton.
So today I throw in a blender all of my history with Mizzou, Auburn, Missouri State and Kansas and all the thrills and memories and baggage that goes with each of them. Affecting the mix greatly is that I am a son of Missouri. Also tugging are all the childhood hurts from losses to Oklahoma and Nebraska and near misses of Big 8 Championships and Orange Bowl berths.
I've polled my wife and children and they are leaning solidly Auburn's way. The lone exception is my oldest son, Davis, who told me he wasn't sure who he was going to root for. He said he was just going to watch the game and "walk by the spirit."
I think I'm going to take Davis's approach and simply see what happens, enjoying the game for the earthly pleasure it provides.
Sometimes when you have too many dogs in the fight, you simply sit back, enjoy, and wait to learn which pack of dogs you love the most.
But whoever wins today, I'll be watching from a distance, not really in anyone's inner circle. But I'm certain I will in the end be happy for many people that I know well and love much.
I'm sure I'll be able to relate more as our newly-founded Kansas-Duke household grows. In any case, War Eagle!
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